I don't wanna

Cody and I have decided that with his upcoming travel schedule being so busy and for the sake of our marriage we need to find someone who can watch Case 5-10 hours a week. That way I can get most of my work done and on the weeks Cody’s home he can still get caught up after being gone. The only problem is that my schedule is so crazy it’s been near impossible to find someone. I have a set meeting every other week, but my on call schedule rotates. Some weeks I’m on call 2 days other weeks just 1 day and so far I haven't found a licensed day care who wants sporadic work. They all want someone who will can fulfill a part time gig or full time schedule. The thought of day care makes my stomach turn, but I have to have some kind of help. Trying to keep up the house, cleaning, shopping, laundry, running errands, watching Case all day and trying to juggle my full time job is just too much. Please pray that God will open up a door to some good trustworthy care for my most precious possession.